
I am officially a resident of Autauga County again. It feels weird to be back, but I think I'll adjust. I haven't slept again. This is because a habit that I am not okay with. I'm tired all of the time. I drove home on two hours of sleep. How can someone drive more than they have slept? Yeah, I don't know either. Oh, this is my favorite picture, by the way. :) I want things to work out between us so badly. He's the greatest. Sometimes I get aggravated and think that he doesn't care about me. But, then he tells me about his day and how I made it just because he got to see me. Call me an idiot, but he wins. Alex and I went through pictures from high school last night. It was cool to see where your new best friend came from. Mind you, we didn't know each other before college. I love her. :) Everything last night made me realize what a waste my high school years were. I was more focused on getting as far from this place as possible rather than soaking it up and enjoying my last years here. It's gone now, but I guess I'm making up for it in college. I'll be honest, I wasn't cool in high school. I'm pretty sure I was the one that people never knew existed until I sassed back about something political. I know, I'm lame. But, that's who I was. I never said anything aloud because I was afraid of 40 different kid's harsh judgment. I'm sure it wouldn't have been that bad had I made myself know, but in a crowd of 2,500, it's easy to get over-looked. Thankfully, I've broken out of my shell. I've become me. I hope I stick around for a while. I kind of like it. :D
love your blog jordan. i hope you have a great summer back at home. i hope the real you sticks around for a good long while, because it is the you that i love. college you is a great you. can't wait to see you again.-jclay
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