Maybe I'm Just An Old Soul

This has been the hardest month of my life. I started a new job, a new major, a new life, and new aspirations. I know that I have a problem with overloading myself, but I didn't take into account the emotional roller coaster I've been on. Between losing friends, making them, and forgetting about them, it takes it's toll on your well-being. Some days I just want to throw in the towel and give up completely. But, I know that I'm better than that and keep moving forward until things are finally normal again. Some might say it's my own fault, but they're just living in ignorance. Put yourself in my shoes. I can't talk to anyone because I'm disaffiliated, I can't hang out with any of my friends, and I'm forced to sit around with my dog all day. It's a rough life, I can't lie. But in all honesty, this freedom is worth every tear and heartache. I couldn't take it anymore. I made my decision, now it's time to live with it. This might not make a lick of sense to some of you, but I'm willing to say that less than five people are going to read this. Surprise.