She had it all figured out.

I'm writing tonight from Troy, Al. Tomorrow starts Alabama Girls State and I'm more nervous than ever. This is one of those opportunities to really do something great and if you do, the benefits are innumerable. I got here a few hours ago and so far everything is going great. I will have my own city of 30 some odd girls to run. It sounds pretty insignificant, but this is what I enjoy doing. I want to make this the best week of these young ladies lives. What can go wrong with that? Well, let's be realistic... it is me. I'm so scared I'm going to mess something up. I want this to work out so well and I hope it does.
Anyways, nothing new is really going on. I have one ounce of confidence that I'm finally over this Will thing and he'll call me just to talk. At that point it starts all over. I'm not sure what to do or where to turn. I know someone is going to be hurt because of this though. I can't help it. :/ I don't know what's wrong with me. Nothing has ever gotten to me this bad. Maybe it's just the sign that I need to slow down. I do tend to take things too seriously. It's my own fault for getting in so deep so quickly.
There really isn't much more to talk about. I've become prettyyy boring these past couple of weeks. I miss when I was at school and there was always some wild story to tell. I can't wait until workshop comes around. Not only do I get to see my sisters, but also my E's. I miss this them too. Those boys have done a lot for me. They called, texted, or messaged me when the whole thing went down to let me know how much they loved and missed me. :) It's stuff like that that makes my heart smile.
Well, I'm going to watch old episodes of Sex and the City and eat cheese bread.