I believe that Lady GaGa has to be the most eccentric, beautiful person I have ever come across. She exemplifies everything that is absolute freedom. She does what she wants, and has no regard for anyone's opinion. I envy that. I wish I could walk into a room and not care what anyone said. Not only that but she makes millions doing it. She can do any crazy, unorthodox thing she pleases to. Has anyone looked at her videos lately?! They're insane and a piece of musical art work. Aside from her utmost social revolution, she loves the unlovable. For the record, the video for "Alejandro" is about her envy of the audacity of homosexuals to love each other in public. Absolutely beautiful. Well done, GaGa.
Aside from that, I was asked to give my perception of people in society. Here's what I said.
"...Let's be realistic here. In this world its only you. No one else really cares about you nor your feelings. Every one plays this caring persona when its nothing more than a self promotion of their own status. I'm guilty of it myself. "
How sad that I have such a view on everyday people. But, I believe it to be truth. I can't express to you enough how I long to make everyone else happy. I've never had a satisfying night's sleep. It's a sad situation but it's only to make it to the next day. Is that what this life is all about? Just making yourself an elite and to get to the next day? My mom and I had a falling out tonight. I'm not happy anymore. What is the deal with me lately?
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